:name: brig :age: 22! :sex: f :bday: oct9 :status: still single :location: bak in markham :skool: no more! :hangouts: damn ccrh, my car, damn ccrh.. :music: the enchanters :smiles: me getting a real job :frowns: no one to hang out wif!
:listenin2: computer humming :talkin2: rosi :thoughts4today: - i want a laptop..
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wow, hell week was over... now hell week II is here!
altho it's not AS bad, n after this i'm just gonna have quizzes n assignments once in a while... phew.. mon i have french test, tue i have c&o (math) midterm, n thu i have my delayed cs assignment due.. i hope i can cope wif this.. then FINALLY, THE weekend... where i get to relax and go OUT of this hellhole waterloo!!!i oh man, this has been one CRAZY CRAZY term.. i hope i won't fail any of the courses....!!!!!!! pls pls pls.. *crosses her fingers* PLS!!!!!
bah gonna go read up a bit more then sleep... happy leap year/day/watever ;)
posted by Brigitte on 2/29/2004 12:15:00 AM
finally our reading week is over... well, for me, reading LONG WEEKEND plus i don't get no break at all anyway, so makes no difference to me. the only difference is that my friends next door are back, so i'll have actual MEALS (more dinner than anything else) to eat now instead of my raisin bread and kellogg's and watever else that i could find! *sigh*
OK, my WEEK OF HELL schedule is as follow:
mon - cs 240+246 assignments
tue - cs 240 midterm
wed - stat quiz
thu - cs 246 midterm
fri - math 239 assignment
FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x____________x
now that ranting's out of the way..... tomorrow i need to go hand in my cs assignment, hand in my paris form(s), n make sure i DO study.. or else i'm SCREWED.. screwed to the point where i can't be any MORE screwed.... so yea, gonna head off now. hopefully can wake up earlier tomorrow to study or do somethign constructive. nites
i've come to the conclusion... that i will be (probably) going to paris next september.. no matter if pandora's going or not
i'm beginning to learn that even tho it IS a good idea to have friends around, i become more and more relying on them. i need to be more independent. as most of my friends said, if i miss this chance and not go to paris, i'm going to regret it. that's true. who would actually apply to exchange to paris rather than just DREAMING day and nite about it?! and my goal of going there is to learn better french, and learn their culture way better than what i can learn here, and also meet new friends. sure, i'll be devestated for a little while coz i don't know anyone or anything and i'm not even good at the language, but that's how u learn right? by trying new things?
i just hope that i'll survive this term and next so i can still be in the program..... that's ALL i hope for, for now...
posted by Brigitte on 2/20/2004 12:23:00 AM
Time for a totally new update.. damn, so much happened during the time that i wasn't blogging... good and bad
so far it's been going bad, coz for some reason i can't seem to manage school anymore, let alone csa (social + web) AND alliance (web) stuff... let alone maintaining my avg at school........ and going on exchange to paris... since we're on the topic of paris (sort of) let's talk about that, shall we?
well, the thing is i just don't know if i should go anymore... yes i did get approved, yes i'm gonna enjoy it so much, but if pandora isn't going with me, it mite be overwhelming if i go there for 8 months, and saying that i'm not even considering living in a place where i know NOTHING and can barely hold a conversation with francophone.. for SURE i'll learn a heck of a lot tho, that's good i guess... but family and friends wise, i'm not that secure on......... i'm gonna know less and less about wat's going on with my family, even if we talk on the fone n msn and stuff... coz they don't tell me everything! and friends..... it's just gonna be a bit lonely coz i dun get to see them for such a long time.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....... i dunno anymore.. who can give me *ANY* advices?!?! bleh =x
MEH not like the person that i want to give me advices is gonna be here.. sigh
btw happy valentines everyone.. but ME (not only coz i have no valentine, i have TONS of assignments to do and midterms to study for.. my reading "long weekend" 's gone too, fun isn't it........................)
posted by Brigitte on 2/12/2004 08:24:00 PM